Where the Moon Isn't

Where the Moon Isn't

Book - 2013
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Winner of the 2013 Costa First Novel Award (under the title The Shock of the Fall )

"A stunning novel. Ambitious and exquisitely realized . . . clearly the work of a major new talent." --S. J. Watson, New York Times bestselling author of Before I Go to Sleep

While on vacation with their parents, Matthew Homes and his older brother snuck out in the middle of the night. Only Matthew came home safely. Ten years later, Matthew tells us, he has found a way to bring his brother back...

What begins as the story of a lost boy turns into a story of a brave man yearning to understand what happened that night, in the years since, and to his very person. Unafraid to look at the shadows of our hearts, Nathan Filer's rare and brilliant debut Where the Moon Isn't shows us the strength that is rooted in resilience and love.

Publisher: New York : St. Martin's Press, 2013.
Edition: 1st U.S. ed. --
ISBN: 9781250026989
Branch Call Number: FIC Filer
Characteristics: 310 p. : ill.
Additional Contributors: Filer, Nathan Shock of the fall.


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Aug 28, 2016

Also published under the title, "Shock of the Fall". Costa Book of the Year and other awards. This novel tells the story of the impact of the death of a Down's Syndrome child on his younger brother and it addresses many issues in the mental health field including the lack of state support.

Aug 04, 2015

It's sad and very depressing book. Not for me at all.

Feb 25, 2015

Sad, strange, at times confusing. More like an autobiography than fiction. I didn't like the ending.

Jun 18, 2014

Absolutely brilliant ! I could not put this book down. A very good insight into the world of mental illness, and family dynamics. I laughed and cried, and I will always remember this book.

Nov 27, 2013

This was a beautifully written book about Matthew whose brother Simon died when they were little boys and Matthew is now 19 and living with schizophrenia. Matthew "sees" his brother in the ocean tide, the wind, the birthday candle flames and when he tries to reach out for him he only succeeds in attempting to kill himself. The book is written in different fonts and writing styles with pictures and drawings all adding to the frame of mind Matthew is in while he is writing the book. I guess I didn't say that...that the book is written by Matthew, from his perspective. It takes you through his thought processes on any given day in the life of a person with mental illness. I couldn't put the book down. It just flowed so beautifully.

Nov 26, 2013

an insight into the tragedy of schizophrenia told from the point of view of the sufferer. the story unfolds slowly as it draws you into his world as a teenager/young adult. It is told with humour, irony and at times cynicism. well worth reading and persevering with it-though after a stumbling start I found it flowed quite smoothly and a fairly easy, if at times disturbing, read.

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